So anyways.. this post will NOT be makeup related at all. In fact, it's more of an announcement. I've been keeping it hush hush on my twitter/facebook for a few days, simply because it's one of those things that I don't want to jinx.. since you know.. it was so early in the game.. I mean it still is.. but I feel more comfortable with everything now. Yes I said he. I've actually recently started tweeting about him a lot and officially changed my facebook status. LOLS, because that's just how our generation is now right? Nothing's official until you change your facebook status.
If you break up it doesn't mean anything. But if you change your fb status to single/divorced, it's like.. OMFG earth shattering shit, as if that's IT, there's no more chance of getting back together! hahahahah! Silly I know. But that's just how society is now.
Anyways. I suppose I'll just start at the beginning?
:) His name is Eric. Obviously I won't put his last name down. He's 21, I'm 22. He's never dated someone older and I've never dated someone younger, so it all works out. HAHAHHHA! We met at a mutual friend of a friend's birthday party in Beverly Hills, oh shit. I just realized I haven't uploaded those pictures up yet as well. Damn I'm really bad at updating this blog. Anyways, I'll give you MY point of view on how we met and then HIS point of view, which I know because I asked him. :p
I was originally NOT going to go to the party. I was in my pajamas and ready to SLEEP. My sister kept insisting I go and trying to pressure me into it.. and finally when they were about to leave, I caved and told them to wait a few minutes while I got ready (was not looking my best hahahahaha) so we drove there, we saw some cops parked outside their house and were really close to just turning around and leaving.. but we called the bday boy and he said it was fine. SO.... Walked in the door, said HI to everyone, saw him going over to grab something from the fridge. I don't know why he stood out to me.. it could be because he's 6'1 and everyone else was 5'7-5'11. He disappeared and I didn't think much of it. After meeting and greeting me and my duo of girls went outside to hang out where it was less stuffy. We sat down at a porch round table with some other people, I recognized him as the guy I first saw when I came in. He didn't talk to me at all. LOLS. So after a while I wanted to go to the pool room to play billiards, he followed. My sis asked me if I saw anyone there I thought was hot. I MISHEARD HER and thought she said "do you see anyone who might be interested in you?" so I pointed to Eric and said "he is". mistake. lols. SOOOO... Multiple times my sister tried to play cupid. After a round I left the room, kind of creeped out by him. He persisted in trying to talk to me. Eventually his gentlemanly ways got me to give him my number. I wasn't planning on ever picking up his call.. but a few days later I was forced by my little sister to call him and invite him to go clubbing with us at Opera. Surprisingly he agreed and that was the mark of our first date. I was hesitant because our first encounter had like.. ZERO CHEMISTRY.. but right when I saw him at my door, I got mad butterflies and that was the start of the most explosive chemistry I've ever felt with anyone in my life.
when we first met
He said he was at home in his pajamas ready to sleep as well since his mom was visiting from Asia that week and he was tired from taking her around the city. His roommate kept begging him to go with her for emotional support due to ahem... certain man issues that would be present at the party... he kept refusing but in the end he didn't understand why but he magically changed his mind right when she was about to leave. He was there before I was, so he said he didn't notice me when I first noticed him when he was getting something from the fridge.. but when he was sitting outside with his friends at the porch round table, he was tempted to just leave. Then I came down through the sliding doors with my two friends and ACCORDING TO HIM, he turned to his roommate and said "WOW.. I know what I'm going to be doing the rest of tonight" his roommate was like "wth are you talking about?" and he said "I'm going to try and talk to her... she looks out of my league but it doesn't hurt to try." So.. he did. BUT.. my sister came up to him multiple times trying to play cupid because she's evil like that. He started feeling weirded out about it and was honestly about to NOT talk to me at all just to get back at her for making him uncomfortable. But according to him, the more he tried talking to me, the more he forgot about how weird my sis was being and just wanted to get to know me. At first he thought I'd be a snobby, stuck up, over confident person but was amazed I was so laidback and easy to talk to. THIS IS ALL ACCORDING TO HIM. Almost word for word.
at the club
after our first date.. we spent all of the next day talking, from 7:30Am till the next night. In fact, we spent all 3 days together.. and after that it seemed as if we've known each other all our lives. it's strange, it's weird, it's unbelievable but I'm not being some weird psycho bitch, these are feelings I've kept inside that HE confirmed by voicing them out. After only knowing each other for 11 days.. he asked me to be his girlfriend. He had an amazing date planned out the day he asked me.. and he almost didn't ask me (he was scared I'd think we were moving too fast or that he'd scare me away) so I said YES on JUNE FIRST. LOLS!! Easiest date to remember~
at JJ Lin concert at AHMAP
We've only been dating.. umm.. 24 days today, and only official 13 days.. but he says I know more about him than his parents and when we're together, everything is so natural. Our conversations never trail off to silence, the topics never seem forced, our connection is just so smooth and alive. I was scared this would just be a small infatuation that will die after the first month or after he asks me to be his girlfriend.. and it really could still be that.. but judging by how things are going, this spark is waterproof. It's almost like.. every day we see each other our connection grows and grows, the intensity very constant.
I've NEVER felt this way before. EVER. It's like.. from those stories you read about people finding THE ONE and just knowing? Yea.. like that. We just.. know. As crazy as that sounds.
hahaha I sound like a cheesy idjit in love I suppose? That's not a bad thing. :) I'm just simply happy. Contentedly happy. Elated happy. The type of happy you can't just wipe away with little effort. The questionable happiness that comes with new relations that you think will die once the newness of it all fades, but doesn't, and your stuck thinking you're in a dream type of happiness. Yea, that.